8 Months

Tomorrow will mark 8 months since we said hello and goodbye to Asher.  So, what to say about month 8?  This past month we were able to participate in a few events to remember our boy.  We participated in our local Share chapter’s Walk to Remember.  We were also able to man a table at … Continue reading 8 Months



As we all know, newborn babies and their cries are a HUGE trigger for me.  I try to avoid them until they are a few months old (3 months and up), and their cry is less like a freshly born baby.  However, I can't always avoid them out in public, no matter how hard I … Continue reading Newborns

30 day Writing Challenge for Stillbirth Mothers

A fellow blogger, Sanda of Little Heart Tiny Wings, wrote a daily writing challenge for mothers of stillborns.  I have been participating in this challenge in my personal journal, but figured I would post some of the responses here for the whole month because a lot of them have photos (and I love photos!).  I … Continue reading 30 day Writing Challenge for Stillbirth Mothers

6 months

Six months ago, Asher Ray came silently into the world.  Six months ago, was the first and only time I was able to hold my son. Six months ago was the only time I was ever able to kiss my son.  Six months ago I said "hello" and "goodbye" to my child.  Six months ago … Continue reading 6 months


This week has been filled with anxiety for a variety of reasons.  I had a dentist appointment on Thursday, something that always gives me anxiety. I hate the dentist. I’m always afraid they are going to find a cavity and that gritty polish makes me gag. The crunch of it just goes through me. I … Continue reading Anxiety