Is this real life?

Recently, I saw on my Timehop app that 3 years ago we had out first fertility doctor appointment, after trying on our own for one year.  On that day, I had blood taken for the first time in my entire life.  Two years after that, I was injecting myself to try for another child after … Continue reading Is this real life?


Open Letter to Hubby – Back to Work

Dear Hubby, Today is your first day back at work since the little ladies came into this world (well actually since August 24).  It’s a day you have been stressing about for weeks. I know leaving the girls is not easy, but that you are also happy to get back to work. You didn’t like … Continue reading Open Letter to Hubby – Back to Work

20 Months

Tomorrow marks 20 months since Asher was born.  It's crazy how much life has changed in that time, specifically the last 7 weeks.  I've said before that the guilt of parenting after loss is very real.  My time has been consumed by his little sisters and I’ve found myself having less time to spend with … Continue reading 20 Months

They’re Here!

Asher's little sister's entered the world on August 30, 2018 via scheduled C-section at 37 weeks 2 days gestation.  Harper Ray was born first at 11:41am, weighing 6 pounds 2 ounces and measuring 19.25 inches long.  Scarlett Asher soon followed at 11:43am, weighing 6 pounds 9 ounces and measuring 19.5 inches long.  The entire pregnancy … Continue reading They’re Here!

Baby Shower

Yesterday was our baby shower for our girls.  It was a day I had been looking forward to for months, but one that also filled me with a lot of anxiety as the day approached. We never had a shower with Asher.  We lost him two weeks before we were supposed to have his shower.  … Continue reading Baby Shower

Pregnancy After Loss – Onto the Next hurdle

Since sharing about our pregnancy, I haven’t really shared much about what this pregnancy has been like for me.  It is extremely different from my pregnancy with Asher, not just because there are two little babes in there but also because of my monitoring, supplements, and emotions.. My pregnancy with Asher was very uncomplicated.  I … Continue reading Pregnancy After Loss – Onto the Next hurdle