They’re Here!

Asher's little sister's entered the world on August 30, 2018 via scheduled C-section at 37 weeks 2 days gestation.  Harper Ray was born first at 11:41am, weighing 6 pounds 2 ounces and measuring 19.25 inches long.  Scarlett Asher soon followed at 11:43am, weighing 6 pounds 9 ounces and measuring 19.5 inches long.  The entire pregnancy … Continue reading They’re Here!


18 months and PAL update

18 MONTHS Sunday marked Asher’s 18th month birthday.  It has been a year and a half since we held our sweet boy.  Whenever these milestone moments of the passing of time occur, it always feels like it was a lifetime ago but also like it was just yesterday.  Recently, so much of my time has been spent … Continue reading 18 months and PAL update

Baby Shower

Yesterday was our baby shower for our girls.  It was a day I had been looking forward to for months, but one that also filled me with a lot of anxiety as the day approached. We never had a shower with Asher.  We lost him two weeks before we were supposed to have his shower.  … Continue reading Baby Shower

Bedrest update

Well we know that they each have at least one 👂🏻! 😂The girls did not want to share their faces. I wanted to update everyone on today’s  appointment went well. My cervical length has stayed the same.  They are going to start me on progesterone (again) because that can help and just continue to monitor … Continue reading Bedrest update

Pregnancy After Loss – Onto the Next hurdle

Since sharing about our pregnancy, I haven’t really shared much about what this pregnancy has been like for me.  It is extremely different from my pregnancy with Asher, not just because there are two little babes in there but also because of my monitoring, supplements, and emotions.. My pregnancy with Asher was very uncomplicated.  I … Continue reading Pregnancy After Loss – Onto the Next hurdle


The loss community has a lot of terms to describe children born at different points in relation to their loss. “Sunshine babies” are those born before a loss.  “Angel babies” are the ones lost.  “Rainbow baby” is the term for a pregnancy/baby born after a loss (miscarriage, stillborn, infant loss).  There are mixed feelings regarding … Continue reading Rainbow

14 Months

Fourteen months ago we lost our sweet Asher.  These monthly milestones of time passing have lost a bit of their significance since the passing of the one year mark.  I feel guilty about that.  That whole first year without him, I knew the one year was a huge milestone just looming out there in the … Continue reading 14 Months


Can I be honest about something? I feel guilty for being pregnant right now. The last thing I want to do is cause pain to those who are struggling to get pregnant, those who have had a loss, or those who are struggling after loss. I feel guilty because I get it. I’ve been there … Continue reading Guilt