Dreams and reality

Recently, I had a dream that I was pregnant.  I was full term and in labor.  I was laying in the hospital bed and kept asking the doctor to put the fetal monitors on my stomach to monitor my baby while I had contractions.  The doctor refused to do this.  I knew it meant that … Continue reading Dreams and reality

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Five Year Anniversary- Open letter to Hubby

Today is our 5 year anniversary.  We celebrated the milestone by going away lastweekend to the beach.  Originally we didn’t plan on going anywhere because we were supposed to have a newborn, but things changed and we decided we deserved the time away.  Asher was never far from our thoughts and reminders of him were … Continue reading Five Year Anniversary- Open letter to Hubby

It’s the Most Wonderful Time of the Year

The Christmas season is my absolute favorite time of year.  I love the music, decorations, and my family’s Christmas traditions.  Even though it is my favorite time of year, I do not rush it.  I am one of those people who are very strict about when to start celebrating.  I refuse to decorate or listen … Continue reading It’s the Most Wonderful Time of the Year

What’s happening to me?! Oh, wait, I’m pregnant!

As I confessed before, I am a bit of a hypochondriac. Before, it stemmed from my fear of doctors and needles. I am since over my fear of needles, after all of the infertility treatments and D&C. Now, my hypochondria stems from my fear of something going wrong with this pregnancy. I am absolutely terrified … Continue reading What’s happening to me?! Oh, wait, I’m pregnant!