Guilt

Can I be honest about something? I feel guilty for being pregnant right now. The last thing I want to do is cause pain to those who are struggling to get pregnant, those who have had a loss, or those who are struggling after loss. I feel guilty because I get it. I’ve been there … Continue reading Guilt

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January 8, 2018

On December 18, 2017, I had my baseline ultrasound to possibly start a new cycle of injectables.  After the last attempt, I developed about 5 cysts on my ovaries and had to take a month off.  My baseline ultrasound showed that the cysts were gone and we were able to move forward with treatment.  I … Continue reading January 8, 2018

Back at it

I started this blog when my life only consisted of struggling with infertility.  I was tired of people’s insensitive comments about our struggle ( “just relax”, “be patient”, “enjoy it”) and I needed a venue to share my thoughts with others.  I needed my feelings about infertility to be shared with those who haven’t experienced … Continue reading Back at it

Five Year Anniversary- Open letter to Hubby

Today is our 5 year anniversary.  We celebrated the milestone by going away lastweekend to the beach.  Originally we didn’t plan on going anywhere because we were supposed to have a newborn, but things changed and we decided we deserved the time away.  Asher was never far from our thoughts and reminders of him were … Continue reading Five Year Anniversary- Open letter to Hubby