Is this real life?

Recently, I saw on my Timehop app that 3 years ago we had out first fertility doctor appointment, after trying on our own for one year.  On that day, I had blood taken for the first time in my entire life.  Two years after that, I was injecting myself to try for another child after … Continue reading Is this real life?


Baby Shower

Yesterday was our baby shower for our girls.  It was a day I had been looking forward to for months, but one that also filled me with a lot of anxiety as the day approached. We never had a shower with Asher.  We lost him two weeks before we were supposed to have his shower.  … Continue reading Baby Shower


Can I be honest about something? I feel guilty for being pregnant right now. The last thing I want to do is cause pain to those who are struggling to get pregnant, those who have had a loss, or those who are struggling after loss. I feel guilty because I get it. I’ve been there … Continue reading Guilt

Back at it

I started this blog when my life only consisted of struggling with infertility.  I was tired of people’s insensitive comments about our struggle ( “just relax”, “be patient”, “enjoy it”) and I needed a venue to share my thoughts with others.  I needed my feelings about infertility to be shared with those who haven’t experienced … Continue reading Back at it