Another Week

And so another week without our son goes by.  This past week had some days that were easy and others that weren't.  I kept myself occupied with visitors, free Rita's and Dairy Queen on the first day of Spring, cleaning out my refrigerator, cooking again, getting flooring delivered, and having my father-in-law install chair rail … Continue reading Another Week


One Month without Asher

One month ago today, our son Asher was born still.  HOW HAS IT BEEN A MONTH?! How did I give birth to a stillborn son a month ago?!  How is this our reality?  In the past month, I have become a master of distraction.  I've made myself busy with visits from/to friends and family to … Continue reading One Month without Asher


There are no words to express how grateful we are for the amount of support we have received since losing Asher.  We have a stack of cards about 5 inches thick that we have received from family, friends, coworkers, acquaintances, and even strangers. I have not had to cook a meal since coming home from … Continue reading Support


Thursday morning I received a call from the Maternal/Fetal medicine specialist.  The last test result we were waiting for was the chromosomal analysis on Asher.  I already expected the results to be normal because if something was chromosomal-ly wrong with him, he would not have grown as he did, nor would his ultrasounds have been … Continue reading Unexplained