Today was the day. For the most part, I wasn't too nervous. I was almost looking forward to it in a weird way, because it meant this long drawn our ordeal would soon be over. Last night I slept fairly well. I knew my water intake was limited until 5:30am, so I drank water every … Continue reading D&C day
So after the ultrasound last Monday, our doctor told me to see if anything changes during the week. If no changes by Friday, call and advise how I wanted to move forward, whether medication or D&C. I called Friday to schedule my D&C, which led to a huge wake up call for me. I have … Continue reading D&C Scheduled
I am updating so quickly because I know so many people were thinking of us today as we had another follow up appointment. Some people were praying for a miracle for us (I know a few of my coworkers were); but unfortunately, the only change in the last week was a negative one. Baby no … Continue reading Update: Today’s appointment
This morning Hubby and I went to the church I have been frequenting the last few weeks. Today's sermon could not have been better for us. The topic was "God's Will for you when suffering". I sat there during the entire sermon holding back the tears. It talked about God's plan for us. He subjects … Continue reading My day so far (and it’s only 2pm)
***I haven’t updated everyone in a while with our protocol because we weren’t following one for the last two months . We had a doctor confirmed pregnancy on 4/4/16 and I was waiting to share the news until I was out of the first trimester. But we aren’t going to make it to that benchmark … Continue reading Going to miscarry
Mother’s day is a day that is hard for those of us struggling with infertility. It is another reminder that we do not have children of our own. Of course, it is also a day to be thankful for our own mothers/mother figures in our lives. A day to share with them how important they … Continue reading Mother’s Day and Infertility
Yesterday I was just minding my own business, watching TV, when my emotions were assaulted by a Zillow commercial. This isn’t the first time this has happened to me. The first time was with the Zillow commercial with the father in the military. They show him talking to his wife about different houses over the … Continue reading Damn you Zillow!!