I really love our current home.  We have done a lot to it in the 5 years we’ve owned it to make it ours.  If we didn’t get a two for one deal on babies, we probably would still be there for another 5 years.  However, having twins has made me realize our main living … Continue reading Moving

Happy 2nd Birthday, Asher!

On Tuesday we celebrated Asher’s second birthday. It was a bittersweet day, as it will always be.  It will always mark the passing of time since I last held my son.  Two years is too many to go with a piece of your heart missing and yet, it will only continue to get longer.  However, … Continue reading Happy 2nd Birthday, Asher!

Santa Sadness

At the beginning of the month, I took the girls to the Children’s Christmas party at my work where they met Santa for the first time.  It was cute but after they had their “first meeting with Santa” I was left with an uncomfortable feeling.  I wasn’t sure if it was the fact that it … Continue reading Santa Sadness

It’s the Most Wonderful (and grief filled) Time of the Year

The time between Thanksgiving and Christmas has always been my favorite time of year.  I absolutely love everything about the season; the music, the lights, the reason, the decorations, the trees, the ornaments, picking out the right gift for people, etc.  I love decorating the tree and getting out all the ornaments each year.  It’s always … Continue reading It’s the Most Wonderful (and grief filled) Time of the Year