11 months

Month 11 contained Christmas and New Year’s. Both holidays I just wasn’t into this year, for one obvious reason. The absence of Asher was glaringly obvious. It helped me get through each day to just pretend that everything was normal and privately have my breakdown at home. We spent Christmas day at my in-laws. I … Continue reading 11 months

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Doggie drama and the subsequent spiraling

Losing Asher at 32 weeks 5 days was the worst case scenario of my otherwise healthy pregnancy.  I’m sure I’ve mentioned this before, but since living the worst case scenario with our son, I go there now with basically everything else.  It has made my hypochondria worse, increased my worry about my loved ones, and … Continue reading Doggie drama and the subsequent spiraling

9 months

Month 9  has been a busy one.  It's been filled with progress.   We flew to California to visit  my brother-in-law, sister-in-law, and niece.  We spent a few days there exploring the Bay area and catching up with family.  I will admit that spending so much consecutive time with a toddler, hurt my heart a little.  … Continue reading 9 months